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you know whats really sad? when your younger brothers are out partying with friends when you have nobody else to be with. i just graduated and i know its supposed to be a happy thing but to me i just feel empty.i cant  see anything happy right now. everyone in my family has something for them.im the middle child of five children 2 older brother and sister and 2 younger brothers. each of them has something my older brother has his work,parties,friends and girlfriend,my sister has her husband and her 2 little girls.my 2 younger brothers are kinda the same my second to youngest brother he acts like my older brother with the alcohol,drugs (suppos

It's the end of the school year and I just realized I don't have any friends.ive always been a lonely person and I've been okay with it for a long time.i have my family but they have friends too and I just feel alone.at school its the same thing I always try to be a nice person.but I'm really shy.i don't really have friends only people I know that's all they are because no one has ever wanted to hang out with me before no one ever asked unless I asked them.i just find myself just so pathetic.whats sad is that I love cartoons because they distract me from reality.i guess it's because in the end of the day they have a happy ending and great fri